3 three down and 95 to go

Here I sit at the end of day 3 feeling slightly hungry, but am I really or just bored? TV stinks most of the time and I think I eat out of boredom.  Stayed within my calories although by 4pm I still had alot of my calories still left to eat.  I am addicted to garlic hummus with pretzels.  Weird craving but I could eat it all day long.  Actually had two packages today.  Did eat an orange.  I am kinda a bland, eat the same thing all the time kind of eater.  I go off the rails when I am eating out.  Not sure if its a coping mechanism or what.  I do plan to try every so hard to not blow it Saturday.  I love how I feel when I know I am on track. Decided to just do a 30 minute walk tonight.  I am a 50 year old woman and if I don't want to run, I don't have to.  Was relaxing since the hubby joined me.  I am noticing my knees pop like crazy walking down stairs....no pain....just crazy crepitus.  Also starting to notice a few aches here and there, but I am refusing to give them any attention.  Maybe aging denial.  Planning to try and get another 8 hours of sleep.  Its amazing when I do.  I really do think we would all be better off with more rest. Still really stressing about trying to stay on track Saturday.  Seems wrong not to celebrate Hannah's graduation with a margarita but I know no one else will even care if I order a Diet Coke.  I know I can do it.  There will be plenty of them in my future, just need to say no cause once I start drink then I start eating (to soak up the alcohol right?).   I can do it.  Made it 3 days and pretty sure it will show up on the scale!